im so stupid. i havent lost any weight since october 4th. i hate when people tell me to just work out. are you telling me im fat and i need to lose weight? god fucking damnt that just makes me want to starve more so stfu.
im really mad at myself. the other day i starved and lost a pound but then i ate and gained 2 pounds back. wtf. i already ate today a little but the rest of the day im not eating anything. i am going to start right now. #duisgusted.
this girl… my version of perfect
thanks for making me think im fat vouge magazine
thanks for making me think im fat girl who told me i had boobs when i was six
thanks for making me think im fat girl who made me stand in the corner with the other fat kids
thanks for making me think i was fat disney channel with all your perfect girls
thanks for making me think i was fat all those boys who turned me down
thanks for making me think i was fat world. thanks.
i wanna wear big tshirts and look hott in them.
its been a while. im 166 punds now (: and still going strong.. kinda. i wanna be 120. so im halfway there. lost 44 pounds which is good. im proud of myself. even if nobody else is. my parents started freakin out about my eating habits but whatever. i started eating more just cause it was going to my head. but i eat about 300 cals a day at most and im barely loosing anything anymore. i cant outsmart my metabolism. time to go back to complete starvation mode. effff…. fourty six more pounds to go. so yeah i am so close to my second goal weight. which is 160. LEGGGOOOO!
Skinny blonde beautiful.
So I haven’t eaten in two days. I’m down four pounds in two days. Trying to make it three days without eating today. I might reach my first goal weight either today or tomorrow (: gunna be a good week.
I HATE WHEN OTHER PEOPLES START WEIGHTS ARE MY CURRENT WEIGHT.